Complicated

Todae a sms shocked me up from my sleep . Though i slept ard 3am last night, i couldnt carry on my lazy sleep after i read this sms at 10am. A friend has just broken with her bf for 4 years. All i can say is that: " Love does not only involve the two parties , but also involve the two families. " Because of family's disapproval, this love birds gotta separate. *sigh* just hope they can find the right person in future.

Oh well , yesterday celebrated my bf's grandma 68th birthday at his uncle's house. Was a great celebration ... imagine the whole apartment packed with 22 grandchildren, 24 adults ? It was a joyous occasion, could see grandma beaming with smiles all the while. Guess it's the kind of family i wish to have in future cos i came from a small family, with 2 uncles and 1 auntie from both my parents side. however, try to stay away from politics !!!! Haha ....

Yeah ... CNY is coming ! Been doing some spring cleaning now n then ! Gng to get new year clothes soon ....

A mistake

School started last week - was quite a "empty" week except Tuesday which was my 14 hrs lab day ! But i was rather happy since my FYP lab is 80% completed, now only left with some sample characterization and a conceptual model design. Started on some parts of the report, somehow dun feel like doing it, still procrastinating things as days go by.

Haiz ...these few weeks, i've been bothered abt some stuff - An old friend was sacrificed for a new one. I guessed the reason must be i've spent too much time on the new friend ( labelled 'B') and has neglected this old friend ('A'). Somehow over some period of time, A drifted apart. I've always been talking about treasuring friends etc., but this has proved me wrong. In the end, i 'lost' both friends. I know i might have hurt A badly in a way; failed my part as a friend. Anyway, i just wish the two of them to be jovial everyday. No matter what happens, once a friend, always a friend .

Can things just stay the same ?

Life's so unpredictable ...

Recently, a well-known Actor, also a deejay in local radio station, passed away suddenly during his sleep. This news really came as a shock; I almost thought it was a joke when i heard it from a family member. Who could believe a 40 years old, full of zeal and optimistic person could just passed away without any illness. I have just read his blog, and i believe Jimmy Nah has reached his defined paradise. This is what he mentioned in his personal data :

"喜欢戏剧，喜欢表演，也喜欢摄影。

一只从不屈服的“蟑螂”，生命力很强。

曾被“遗弃”了一段时间；现在却卷土从来，努力奋斗。

可就是不断有“小人”的出现；就当成挑战吧。"

It really makes me wonder .... what'll happen when the day i am gone from this world ? Will my friends mourn for me as a real friend or just come for the mourning just because he/she has to come ? Life's so unpredictable , no one knows when his/her time will be up , what i am sure of is to cherish the people around me, and also to live everyday to the fullest as i do not want any regrets to follow me to the other world. Life's is funny too ~ one would only realize regrets only when damage has been done. 22 years of life, i do have some regrets which i could never turn back the time and change the history. But i am blessed to have good friends who are always there for me in times of needs. Though at times, i may say things which are redundant but please understand where i am coming from, i meant no harm. LOL.

Happi 2008 !

HAPPI NEW YEAR !!!!

I believe 2008 would be a blessed year ........ i shall live with no regrets & cherish every single person around me ........